There was a desire to say something to you today, to realize the feelings of some realizations.
What to say? What do you write? How can I write about the realities of my real feelings, which can reach you through the agony of my heart?
Sometimes I was very tired of myself, why did not I go wrong in the opposite circumstances? Finding one’s own feeling of being in this filled world, I say to myself that I am not yet. I do not have to stop now. Of course you are standing in some maze, of course your boat is about to drown in an unknown place, but you do not have to stop now, it is the truth, if you stop now, then you will die only. Your respiration will definitely work, but any feelings from your heart will surely die.
feeling? Realize which is life. Realization is not only a feeling, but a sign of your being alive. But it appears that soon the time will come when I do not want to stop even if I do not want to. I have to forget myself in the middle of every maze. By protecting my sinking boat from the earth while boiling, I myself have to jump from that boat to the floating house.
Maybe in this way, I can feel myself alive while killing myself. Perhaps by breaking your every throbbing heart, you can hear some of your beats. Every moment of his death, then by breaking his breath, stopping the self-destructive feelings, and saying that I am not yet! Yes right now Just have to walk a little bit, just walk a bit more…Yes, just walk a bit more.
Written by Vikrant Rajliwal
(Translated by Vikrant Rajliwal)
30/01/2019 at 19:35 pm